Home?

It's weird.. home doesn't feel like home anymore.

Western doesn't really feel like home either.

..my boyfriend's house honestly feels the most like home.

Well, I'm at least content there..
Actually, incredibly happy there.
But, only because he's there.

..none of them truly feel like home.

I don't think they really will until I have my own home.

Until then I just jump from place to place..
never honestly settling anywhere, and this is the life I'll live.
For awhile.

..one day I'll have a home again..

I just.. feel like a visitor.

Nothing is permanent, yet.

Sigh.

I've finally decided what I want to do with my life.

Wow. Has been awhile. Many apologies.

So. I think I've figured out what I want to do with my life. And I just realized.. it's not advertising.. it's marketing. But, advertising is really just a small hop away from marketing, so I think an advertising degree would still be a good idea. I realized today that I want to design promotional materials for companies. I think that falls into the category of marketing.

What I mean is, the stuff that hangs all around the store, I want to make that stuff. Like, signs and posters and promotional materials.. now I need to figure out what exactly that is. A background in advertising will be helpful. Besides, your college major doesn't matter as long as you are good at what you do.

So yes. I have decided.. for now.. what I want to do with the rest of my life. Now I need to figure out what exactly it is. I know it is marketing, but that is about all I know. Creative product promotion materials.. something like that.

It honestly sounds like lots of fun. To work within a company and come up with stuff that draws people into the store. It sounds like a job that I would enjoy.

Yay.. I suppose. That is all for now.