Xanga is for 16 year old girls.

My plans for the early hours of Wednesday morning, which is now.. are listening to the RENT Soundtrack (I randomly felt an urge).. and working on my PowerPoint for Textiles.

I love singing along to this soundtrack, it's just delightful. Judge me and make fun of me if you want boyfrienddddd, call it overrated.. but it brings me joy. Whee.

This conversation:
StoogeontheLoose: weeee xanga
pokaspot88: xanga?
pokaspot88: xanga.. really.. xanga
pokaspot88: i didn't know you were a 16 year old girl
pokaspot88: :P
pokaspot88: why are you on xanga?
pokaspot88: do you also have a secret xanga?
StoogeontheLoose: just randomly flipping through my old one
StoogeontheLoose: and no
pokaspot88: kay
pokaspot88: i never got into xanga
pokaspot88: i was all for the LJ though
pokaspot88: oh lj..
StoogeontheLoose: why ask about secret xanga
pokaspot88: because you had a secret blog..
StoogeontheLoose: i did?
pokaspot88: yeah.. that you told me about last night
StoogeontheLoose: ah
StoogeontheLoose: well, was not so secret, really
pokaspot88: yeah, but i didn't figure it out.. and you did not speak of it.. so kinda secret
StoogeontheLoose: also, i lied
StoogeontheLoose: i did have a secret xanga, but it was laaaaame
pokaspot88: you need to quit lying..
StoogeontheLoose: i forgot about itttttt
pokaspot88: makes me a sad face
pokaspot88: secrets don't make friends and stuff
pokaspot88: when did you have a secret xanga?
StoogeontheLoose: ages ago
StoogeontheLoose: and you'll never knoooooow about it
pokaspot88: fine then
pokaspot88: then you'll never know about my secret journal either
StoogeontheLoose: no sweat
StoogeontheLoose: its secret for a reason, silly
pokaspot88: but mine is locked on my computer and no one can see it, so its k
StoogeontheLoose: seeeeeeeeeee
StoogeontheLoose: yyeah
StoogeontheLoose: mine i think was protected
StoogeontheLoose: so
StoogeontheLoose: there's that
StoogeontheLoose: i don't even feel like trying to bother with xanga
pokaspot88: yeah.. xanga is a scary place
pokaspot88: for emo kids
pokaspot88: and high schoolers
pokaspot88: LJ is just for emo kids
pokaspot88: real people get blogs
pokaspot88: and babble on there
StoogeontheLoose: and will look back in three years and be ashamed

Inspired me to read my old El Jay. Jesus Christ. I was a little emo kid. Like, I like to think I am much more mature than when I was writing in my LJ. I like to pretend at least. I know I have gotten a little better. That LJ was the pathetic ramblings of an 18 year old.. well if I went all the way back to the first entry, May 3rd 2004 until July 28th 2007, which is just after I turned 19. That's from the age of 15 until 19.. which is a longggggggg time. Lots of pathetic teenage ramblings in there, but at least I have them. ..not to mention the tons of journals I have from age 12. I made sure I was never going to forget about my life. Every tear, every laugh, every memorable moment.. I tried to record it. I remember writing about when we went to war.. lately I've really wanted to read that. I was a mere.. 14 years old then. Jeez. I will get my hands on that once I get home. Somedays I like to just go through my box, thumbing through them all. The good and the bad memories.. at least I have them. I'm sure I'm going to keep a journal long into adulthood. And that's honestly okay with me. I neglect it lately and I feel a little bad for it.. but life is busy.

Enough rambling about journaling..

I really should start to work on this Textiles PowerPoint. For. Seriously.

"..let's go/outtttttt tonight/I have to go outttttt tonight/You wanna prowl/Be my night owllll."

Whee. I think my voice has SERIOUSLY improved since being in choir. It didn't ever really suck, but it has definitely gotten better. I rather like my voice.. I do wish I could hit the high notes though :/